11-5-2024
Bill Brown, in memoriam
In 2023, beloved Nashville poet, teacher, and friend, Bill Brown, passed away. Last week, several of Bill's students, co-writers, and fellow teachers gathered at the Southern Festival of Books to honor his memory and say goodbye. Bill was a uniquely powerful, beautiful, and influential voice not only in Nashville poetics but in Nashville itself. Those of us who loved him will miss him as much as the city itself will miss him. Watch a video of our tribute to Bill below; read some poems by, for, and after Bill by those who loved him; and peruse the external links that showcase just how wonderful a man Bill Brown was and always will be.
In gratitude,
Andrew McFadyen-Ketchum
RISING AND FALLING
by Jeff Hardin
As trails go, they should come
with a guide
who practically leaps from himself
to uncover the first green leaves
of Toothwort
and Spring Beauty and almost
weeps for the Dutchman’s Breeches
and places his hand
along fallen trees as if
to comfort them back to the earth.
“The moss is having sex,”
he’ll say, bending to breathe
across sporangia. How else know,
without his pointing,
the reason for lichen, the placement
of scat? Some vines for more
than three hundred years
have risen with trees to come back
down with them and then to rise again.
His own voice ascends
and descends and brushes the leaves
from the roots of sycamores,
and when three turtles
climb from the pond to sun
along a thin limb angled upward,
his own neck
will seem to elongate,
as if in sympathy, and you, too,
will find yourself, in earnest,
moving toward the season’s last sun.
DARK MATTERS LOVE POEM
by Bill Brown
Outside locusts chirr,
a thousand tiny engines.
The air itself would plug
its ears if it had the will
to pull empty hands
from its pockets.
A golden sun lounges
on the horizon and disappears
before anyone gathers it
into the egg basket.
The magic hen that laid it
rushes the edge of the universe
toward somethingness.
Tonight the air is filled
with a veil of dark matter
the atom smasher can't find.
Even the American toads
have ceased their mating calls,
and the barred owl is holding
court at forest edge.
It's a night when every
sentence should start with hark,
and an oracle should step forward
and say the news is grief-filled
and good people suffer and die.
As the sky slumbers, I am
glad that you stay so close--
even if I can't see your face,
I feel your breath rising
in your chest, and if I still
my heart, I can hear you dream.
COLLAGE
by Sandy Coomer
Remember how we used to sit in the sun
and invite light into our skin, cooled
by a west wind teasing the beech trees?
You would say something sharp –
about politics, about global warming
or corporate greed, about how God would hate
the religion we name to excuse our wars.
And I would think about your voice
as it rides the dips and ridges of your convictions,
and the way you pause, let the words rise
as high as they can before gravity loops them,
pulls them down with your solemn nod.
Once we walked through the woods
near the lake and you named
the turtles and ducks their proper names –
Red-Eared Slider, Lesser Scaup –
as if to speak of them less formally
would somehow take from them
their earned status, their justified honor.
I told you how I make birds
with torn paper, glue each strip down
on canvas, irregular and amorphous,
until the shape of the bird pushes out
from within the layers, I offered each one
a moniker for its wings – Beauty, Memory, Joy –
and you nodded as if it was a royal thing I did,
creating from the leftovers, the rubble,
like we all do every day when we wake.
Today I sit on the floor and the morning sun
presses warmth like a quilt across my legs.
I read your poems again, lifting them
off the page with your remembered voice.
Again, I’m struck with how beauty
is sometimes unbearable, how certain words
tear the breath from me, and others sew
the wounds, each piece of me reclaimed
in the silence.
ELEMENTAL
by Bill Brown
What the river says, that is what I say
--William Stafford
I.
On the Tellico River, rocks that shape
the water's flow grow smooth and undercut
by this myriad force. At night, shadowed
by sycamore and birch, wherever current
brushes stone, shivers a glow. Light from
distant stars and our squat moon shimmers
Bald River Falls, perhaps tricks natural
selection and our mammalian optic nerve
to accept this magic as just an evening
beside a mountain stream the Cherokee
claim as holy.
II.
Memory changes the narrative:
Your grandmother teaching you
how to tight-line fish without a cork.
It's in the feel of the pole, the line tension--
what's in the water on the other end--
the slight lift of wrist when the jerk comes--
all with early willow green--how it can't
be separated in the moment-the elements--
stone outcrop, light in trees, the river--
how an old woman made of flesh commands
such resolve--flesh, mostly water, mineral--
light and shadow, brushstrokes in the eyes,
nuance of voice. My father loved Rivers
as much as Jesus--the Buffalo, the Duck,
the Caney Fork, the Tennessee, time there,
earthly sacraments of something he knew eternal.
Why so much hoodoo about heaven
when the river and this life demand our praise.
III.
River, how rain pocks your moving surface--
little rings swirling just enough to confuse
the clouds, as tall reeds at your bank form
green sleeves. And how polished rocks
beneath the shallow shoals sing for you.
My wife cracked the windows and your
breeze-song entered sleep like camphor,
as if night held seashells to our ears. You
are blind to what my eyes gather from your
surface, and yet I use the second person
as if you understood my syllabic babble.
But you speak a language old as stone.
I sit on your bank and glimpse the everlasting,
as a moon rises red through dark limbs,
turns yellow, and brightens every eddy
and current swirl--a moon you can draw
water from, its lunar drift in every pail.
AN APPROXIMATE CHRONOLOGY OF REASONS
by Kory Wells
Look, the light quit leaking out already.
—Bill Brown, “Dial 911”
First the astonishing light,
round and beckoning, the nipple,
the mouth of his straight-backed mother,
how it curved with her eyebrows,
the spark in her eyes when
he sounded his first words. Papa.
Mama. Bubba. Ball. Later, click
of slick marbles, magic coins
his uncle pulled from his ear,
each body in motion another question.
Then his wonder
at buttons and doorknobs,
delicate twist of transistor dial,
the gravity of letters and numbers,
the curve of so many vowels, those sassy
6s and 9s, the double delight of 8s
and capital Bs. The names
of the planets, and the planets’ moons,
how their orbits, imperfectly round, wobbled
even as his universe grew.
His gratitude for little pleasures—
fresh peaches and blueberries,
the smooth breast of his lover,
her curls softer than a feather crown.
A tidy nest of bluebird eggs,
dandelions and pinecones,
loamy path around the lake
where the Earth whispers all knowledge.
But also the dying sun, scorched pan,
flat tire, rotting hedgeapple,
detonated grenade. He can’t forget
the fatal roundness of a single bloody clot.
Trembling hands on the telephone dial,
the round receiver with its tiny holes.
And so the dark matter, the sorrowful voids.
Missile silos. Toxic holding ponds.
Drive-by shooting victims. The homeless.
Our leaky souls. You can patch this hole, he says,
and his sphere of compassion envelopes us.
We believe. We too have dialed 911.
On the first ring, he answered.
TONIGHT WIND TRAPS ME WITH ITS SOUND
by Bill Brown
Eaves creak,
twigs bat the windows,
a long soft howl builds inside.
Love, stay sound in your slumber
and let me bear alone
the timbre of coming rain,
how first drops
against the window
collect and run
like an old man's tears,
quiet and too dear to wipe away.
A neighbor's horse speaks
to the night,
and story enters
an otherwise threadless dark--
memory, a coin purse of moments,
loosens its clasp.
A brother appears
and Nell, his mare
with an infected shoulder boil.
With such tenderness
he rubbed salve on her running sore.
A mind loses for decades
events and practices
that were once dear.
And now, I'm old man nobody
on a sleepless April night,
thankful for a history,
how joy and sorrow join hands
like twins on a swing set,
the past's constant sweeping, sweeping.
Rain ends and begins again.
I hear a horse gallop in the pasture--
perhaps an equine act of worship.
If not, I'll claim it as my own.
THE HAMMOCK OF THE HAMMOCK SPIDER
by Georganne Harmon
She's built it to last
and it has
through drying heat
thunderous rain
a hurricane
that sprawled and overturned
our human homes
but not hers.
Gossamer, silk woven
from spinnerets (spinnerets!),
a horizontal sculpture
now hanging
against the glass door,
the garden beyond,
and has, I sense
something to say to me
each morning.
I sit and look, my coffee
steaming, today's book
not yet opened.
Some sign wavers
in today's slight breeze,
weather cooling here
between seasons--
her seasons so clearly defined,
mine hidden in hope.
Why have I not seen it before?
Only now am I drawn
to what has always been
calling my attention:
this elaborate art of life:
nourishment and disappearance.
I am drawn, here with
my eggs, my coffee,
to her silent monument
where two flies lie in state,
a meal no longer needed.
Now the hammock trembles,
almost a gentle sigh
where I would be
ever-willing
to lie.
OUR DEATH
by Bill Brown
You’ve been dead
almost as long as you lived,
and still birds
eat black oil at the feeder,
the little house
you built when I was twelve.
Like everything dead,
it is falling apart. Cardinals
and finches
don’t mind. Today, ideas flit
in and out
like blowing leaves, maple and gum.
They cover
the ground as I try to pick the one
I need to
hold me here. I lie in them and,
they crush
beneath my hips—I become a museum
pharaoh, my chin
sticks out, my nose points to the sky,
my eyes almost
blind to the circle of buzzards scouting
for carrion.
Some days just focus on winter and death—
no God
would argue with physics, not in the solstice
month when
shorter days blink by, feed on memories—
a father dead,
a feeder’s decay. Leaves make their own bed,
and I lie in it.
Today the Goddess of December relies
on these infant
needs—suck—warmth—touch—always
touch, as I
fondle dry veins of maple with fingertips,
my own death
buried beneath me, and daydream how
your whiskers
rubbed my cheek when I was young.
UPON DEATH
by Andrew McFadyen-Ketchum
I would like to have been a bird,
A small black one with white
Speckles along the spines of my feathers,
Those always seen in large number
Picking seed on the hillsides
From between the billion blades
Of grass. I would like, Lord,
To have been a member of my flock
Who could fly from pine to elm
To oak to wire from temple
To steeple to bridge, no yes
No maybe no yet, only this rise
And fall from earth to sky
And back again as if led
By one mind, a single spirit
Eternal, a life shared
By my multitude—Mother,
Father, Sister, Wife, Neighbor,
Husband Boss, Cousin, God, My God,
Make me one before I try to fly.
Bill Brown is the author of twelve poetry collections and a writing textbook, Important Words, on which he collaborated with Malcolm Glass. In 1999 Brown wrote and co-produced the Instructional Television Series, Student Centered Learning, for Nashville Public Television. Brown directed the writing program at Hume-Fogg Academic High School in Nashville for 19 years. His philosophy that those who write live more examined lives fostered a love of words in generations of students. He retired from Hume-Fogg in May 2003 and accepted a part-time lecturer’s position at Peabody College of Vanderbilt University. In 1995 the National Foundation for Advancement in the Arts named him Distinguished Teacher in the Arts. He has been a Scholar in Poetry at the Bread Loaf Writers Conference, a Fellow at the Virginia Center for the Creative Arts, and a two-time recipient of Individual Artist Fellowships in poetry from the Tennessee Arts Commission. In 2011 the Tennessee Writers Alliance awarded Brown Writer of the Year. He continued to do consultant work and lead writing workshops until the day he died.