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05-20-07
Lynda Hull
River into Seas
Palaces of drift and crystal, the clouds
loosen their burden, unworldly flakes so thick
the border zones and sea and shore, the boundless zones
of air fuse to float their worlds until the spirits
congregate, fleet histories yearning into shape.
Close my eyes and I’m a vessel. Make it
some lucent amphora, Venetian blue, lip circled
in faded gold. Can you see the whorls of breath,
imperfections, the navel where it was blown
from the glass maker’s pipe, can you see it drawn
up from the bay where flakes hiss the instant
they become the bay? Part the curtain. The foghorn’s
steady, soothing moan--warning, safety, the reeling
home. Shipwreck and rescue. Stories within stories--
there’s this one of the cottage nestled into dune
snowed into pure wave, the bay beyond and its lavish
rustle, skirts lifting and falling fringed in foam.
But I’m in another season--my friends’ house adrift,
Wally’s last spring-into-summer, his bed a raft,
cats and dogs clustered and we’re watching television
floods, the Mississippi drowning whole cities
unfamiliar. How could any form be a vessel
adequate to such becoming, the stories unspoiled
through the skein of months as the virus erased
more and more until Wally’s nimbused as these
storm clouds, the sudden glowing ladders they let fall?
But that’s not the moment I’m conjuring--it’s when
my voyager afloat so many moths brought back
every flood story I carried. Drifting worlds,
and Wai Min take a shape I tell Wally as
steady watermark across the cold bare floor--
Chinatown, South Pacific flashing its crimson,
neoned waves traced across Wai Min’s midnight eyes
behind black shades, and the voice unraveling past
each knocking window pane. It’s another world
I’m telling. Cognac and squalor. The foghorn’s haunting drone
blends with that halting monotone, scarlet watermarks,
the Sinkiang’s floodtides murky brown, the village
become water, swept away. Three days floating on a door,
his sister, the grandmother weaving stories endless
beneath the waxed umbrella canopy she’s fashioned,
stories to soothe the children wrapped in the curtain
of her hair, to calm the ghost souls’ burned lanterns.
How rats swam to their raft, soaked cats, spirits
she said, ghosts held tranced by the storied murmorous
river. I have no spell, simply the foghorn’s song
when voices unbodied, drift over water past
the low dune this cottage nestles in becoming
shape in motion stilled. No boundaries on this point,
foghorn singing its come-home incantation over
the ruthless currents. And it isn’t so
we’re merely vessels given in grace, in mystery,
just a little while, our fleet streaked moments?
And this day is given, singular, chilly
bolts of snow chenilled across the sky, the sea.
How to cipher where one life begins and becomes
another? Part the curtain and here’s my voyager
afloat, gentle sleeper, sweet fish, dancer over
water and he’s talking, laughing in
that great four poster bed he could not leave
for months, a raft to buoy his furious radiant soul,
if I may so hazard to say that? Yes,
there was laughter, the stories, the shining dogs--
gold and black--his company. Voyager afloat
so many months, bank of sunflowers he loved spitting
their seeds. Tick. Black numerals on the sill.
A world can be built anywhere & he spun, letting go…
The last time I held him, the last time we spoke, just
a whisper--hoarse--that married now this many-voiced
mansion
of storm and from him I’ve learned to slip my body,
to be the storm governed by the law of bounty given
then taken away. Shush and glide. The tide’s running
high, its silken muscular tearing rules by cycles,
relentless, the drawn lavish damasks--teal, aquamarine,
silvered steel, desires tidal forces, such urgent
fullness, the elaborate collapse, and withdrawal
beyond the drawn curtain that shows the secret
desert of bare ruched sand. I’ve learned this,
I’ve learned to be the horn calling home
the journeyer, saying farewell. And here’s
the foghorn’s simple two-note wail,
mechanical stark aria that ripples
out to shelter all of us--
our mortal burden of dreams--
adrift in the sea’s restless shouldering.
FOR WALLY ROBERTS, 1951-1994
-from The Only World
BIO: Lynda Hull was born on December 5, 1954, in Newark, New Jersey. She received her B.A. from the University of Arkansas at Little Rock and her M.A. from John Hopkins University. Her books of poetry include The Only World: Poems (HarperPerennial, 1995, edited with a foreword by David Wojahn); Star Ledger: Poems (1991), which won the 1991 Carl Sandburg Award and the 1990 Edwin Ford Piper Award; and Ghost Money (1986), which won the Juniper Prize. Hull served as a Poetry Editor at the journal Crazyhorse. She taught English at Indiana University University, De Paul University, and Vermont College. She was the recipient of fellowships from the National Endowment for the Arts and the Illinois Arts Council; she also received four Pushcart Prizes. David St. John wrote that "of all the poets of my generation, Lynda Hull remains the most heartbreaking, merciful, and consoling." Lynda Hull died in an automobile accident in 1994.